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Friday, November 16, 2007

Alone. Left out. Loner. Out of place.
Me.
All of those words describe what I am feeling right now.
I feel like there’s nobody who even cares for me except of course for my family.
I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to. I cannot let my bottled feelings flow freely because there is no one out there who even cares, who is willing to listen.
I have online friends, I have classroom friends, but they all leave me once I went out of the school, out of my house, out of my comfort zone.

That’s life. It is not meant to be fair. But why am I always the victim? No erase that word. I am not a victim. Maybe I’m really just a loner. Maybe I really just pity myself. I always wondered when would I find true happiness. When would I find all those things that are currently missing in my life? When. When. When.

Something happened today, that’s why I am writing this very emotional entry. Anne is the only person who knows about it. Well, at least, there is someone who is willing to listen. Haha. thanks anne!


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