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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Waa..
what's the temperature outside?
soo freakin hot...
I've been going to greenhills since thursday and it's soo hot there!
arrgghh...
Vacation just began
and tons.. I MEAN TONS of people [especially mandsci students] are telling me that
they are so bored... [who's not?]
I miss my classroom...
I miss my classmates...
I miss my friends...
I miss the rubber tree...
I miss the benches in the lane...
I miss the garden benches...
I even miss the [empty?] aquarium... *sob*
I even miss the classes [slight...]
Boring.. boring.. boring..
what a life...
We're going to Bulacan for the holy week.. and I can now feel the heat of the sun... arrghh..
lucky paul who's in canada right now... lucky j.o. who's in states right now.. luck aeon who's in new zealand right now..
huhu.. what a life...

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Talk about discrimination...
People are soo wrong to judge people easily just because of their color...
I hate it when people will stare at you and compare you to the nearest mestiza nearby...
It's not our fault that we're not like them...
plus... filipinos are BORN to be morenos/morenas...

I just got home from greenhills and I saw this mestiza girl and morena girl...
I heard two "tinderas" comparing the two girls...
I feel bad for the morena coz those "tinderas" were complimenting the white one...
while the morena was forsaken and left out..

It's just so mean...
I mean..
THAT girl is a filipino...
so why can't those people appreciate her looks?
honestly... the morena is way prettier than her friend...
the ONLY advantage of her friend is her complexion...
that's all...

it's so unfair...
as in!



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Bakit may mga tao na laging bukang bibig na lang yung mahal nila...
bakit kaya?
ok lang naman na isipin mo lagi mahal mo...
pero di ba dapat nasa lugar pa rin...
yung iba kasi parang kada salita na lang or post sa bulletin...
puro na lang... "i love him but he doesn't love me...", "mahal ko siya e", "miss ko na xa".. tsk..
naman ha..
madami pang bagay sa mundo..
di lang yan..
sakit sa mata...
haha

don't get me wrong...
i'm not numb...
I DO fall in love...
but...
nadaanan ko na yang stage na yan na puro yung mahal ko lang yung iniisip ko..
and.. mali yun..
as in...
i neglected my friends...
yung mga taong kahit na iwanan ka ng mahal mo...
nandiyan pa rin...
pagtitiisan ka... kasi ganun ka nila kamahal...
see?...
there are small things in life that seem so unimportant...
but.. those things are the one.. who'll save us from the loneliness that will hunt us pag sinaktan tayo ng taong akala natin hindi tayo iiwan...

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

LSS lang... thanks to you angee...
This is all your fault...
puro kismet na lang yung paulit ulit sa utak ko...
kung hindi kismet... way back into love.. tsk...
Galing SM.. I'm too tired to even think about those stuffs that we did...
haayy.. jhemmy.. remember the coffee?... haha
happy 3rd monthsary rhazel and tope...
happy bday tope!
happy graduation seniors of mandsci!
happy uhm.. day?.. haha [cornee]
*yawn*
i'm tired... vacation starts tomorrow...
haayyy...
joseph! let's start the phone marathon! haha... same to you.., jean and carla...
haha...
ta ta!... later!

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Isang bagong tapos na school year...
fresh na fresh pa siguro sa isip ng lahat yung mga nangyari...
Kelan lang... bagong pasok lang...
Medyo di pa close...
Layo Layo pa...
Pero tignan mo nga naman ang panahon...
After 1o looonnngggg months of studying... cramming... laughing... crying... fighting... talking and the stuffs...
Here we are... closer than ever... those 1o long months also added a few years to our inner age... we became more mature... we think first before we talk... we care about the feelings of others... we value other people's opinion... in short... we're now a better person... we learned from our past mistakes... and we're ready to leave those thorns that had once stabbed our young hearts and minds...
We are know ready to face the world... better than ever... stronger than before...
Lots of things happened in the past... stuffs that we don't want to remember... still... before erasing those sorrowful memories.. let's not forget that those things are the reason why we are here... why we are like this.. and why we still exist...
Thank You To Everybody Who Had Been A Part Of This Memorable Experience...
Thank You So Much... Thank You!...
*senior year... here we come!
*thanks sa lahat ng teachers and tao na tumulong sa section namin and sa batch namin... we really appreciated your help... tapos na kami ngayon sa pinaka mahirap na year sa mandsci... tapos na ang third year... ngayon marami na kaming alam... at mas ready na kami na harapin yung mga bagay na naghihintay samin.. thank you everyone! lalo na sa mga teachers na naging part ng 1o months namin... actually... hindi lang for 1o months ang stay niyo sa buhay namin.. it will be forever.. ang dami niyong naturo... hindi lang mga variables, hindi lang chi square test, hindi lang angle teta, hindi lang molar mass, hindi lang mga bone and bone marking, hindi lang electricity, hindi lang si Richard Cory, hindi lang sila Voltaire, hindi lang drugs.. hand signals sa volleyball at basketball.. si Vincent Van Gogh..., hindi lang mga teorya sa filipino... Alam niyo kung ano pa?... mga lessons sa buhay... maging matapang, maging ready sa lahat, mag aral at maniwala sa sarili... bakit kaya tayo laging tinatanong ng mga teachers?... dahil gusto nilang malaman kung may alam na tayo... kung tiwala tayo sa sagot natin... kung ready ba tayo...
Thanks ha!
It's one of the greatest ironies of human existence that the more you love someone, the more you make yourself vulnerable in the pain of losing them. And the more people you love, the more you increase your chances of getting hurt. Yes, love makes you strong. But at the same time it leaves you defenseless.
It's not wrong to give it all when you love. It's not wrong to love a person so much. Because sometimes, the only wrong thing is the person you love.

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break up?...
haha...

usually... when a couple decided to be apart from each other for a certain period of time... [also known as cool off], it's not new that this decision could eventually lead to break up.

I decided to make an entry about this topic because of two reasons : 1st.. my cousin [ate shayne] is under this stage and she's really really sad... she's telling me that her bf isn't making her happy but she wants to continue the relationship because she really loves the guy... [aaww...]; the 2nd reason is because I am listening to "cool off" be session road... I know that it's a pretty old song for some.. but the lyrics is great... so.. why not listen?...



Usually... nahihirapan ang isa dun sa couple or yung couple na involve kasi dumating yung time na puro away na lang... tampuhan... minsan nagkakasawaan pa kayo sa mukha ng isa't isa... lahat na lang ng bagay kahit na mas maliit pa sa langgam [oo cornee] napapag awayan... siguro di yun maiiwasan... pero... minsan... dadating sa point na kailangan mag cool off [minsan nga break up agad e]... oo mahirap yun... pero sa opinion ko.. you won't see the true value of a person kung di muna siya mawawala sayo... nasanay kasi ang isang tao na nandiyan lagi yung mga taong nagmamahal sa kanya... itry mo na ilayo sa kanya yun.. for sure marerealize niya na sobrang importante pala nung tao na nawala... hindi naman porke cool off na... wala na kayo... ibig sabihin lang nun... you're trying to see/know the value of each other... kung talagang gusto niyo ba yung isa't isa... mahirap magkaron ng isang malala na pagkakamali dahil lang sa isang mallit na maling desisyon... we should take our time... pero siyempre... hindi sa pagkatagal tagal na panahon... isip ka nga ng isip... tapos... kakaisip mo... nawala na siya... napaka saklap naman yata nun di ba...

Sabi nga sa kanta... "palayain ang isa't isa... kung tayo.. tayo talaga..."

just wait... wala namang mali sa pghihintay eh... mga taong *MANHID* [ehem] lang ang nagmamadali... yung mga tipong dedma lang yung feelings ng iba... puro pkiramdam lang nila yung importante...

medyo serious yung tone ng post kasi para naman toh kay ate shayne... at kung sino mang may problema... just keep your faith in God... cheers!

The most interesting thing about heart transplants is that one completely loses his own heart and be replaced with someone else's yet still has the feelings for the same person he/she loves. This proves that love works in the minds of people and not in their hearts. Bottomline is, love is a state of mind. You'll learn how to forget only if you try doing so. - Dr. Burke, Grey's Anatomy.

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Monday, March 26, 2007

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah...
due to boredom...
me and some friends decided to waste our time by playing UNO!
oh yeah!
haha...
I'm really a sucker when it comes to card games...
first... i'm only good in One Two Three Pass...
dun lang.. ayun..
but still... i love uno!
haha


*Saw James Lafferty look-a-like and he is hotter than ever... [pero for ally.. he is yummier than ever... hihi... just IMAGINE!.. our salivary glands working double time...] luckily... ako lang and si cheng ang nakakita sa kanya.. wahaha..

uhm.. stipend na sana tomorrow...
i need the money...
hehe...

way back into love is sooo hot...
sung by hugh grant and drew barrymore [demo]... hugh grant and waits.. i think the character's name is Cora.. oh whatever.. i didn't watch the movie naman e..

kismet din! by silent sanctuary... [thanks angee..]
"And I'll drive for 2 hours... to bring Butterfingers... I don't mind the distance this Kismet's a dance... This time I surrender... My everything forever... Life doesn't matter... just our souls together.."


*two days left... and it's bye bye mandsci for 2 months...
i'll miss everyone...

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

"Kasama ko ang aking buong pamilya nang may nasulyapan akong isang lalake na paparating. Itim ang kanyang suot at siya ay maputi. Hindi makita ang kanyang mukha dahil natatakpan ito ng isang hinahangin na tarpoline. Nang lalo siyang lumapit, biglang tumalon ang aking puso ng pagkabilis bilis. Imbes na lub dup ang tunog... naging boing boing boing na ito. At ayun... siya na nga aking nakita. Isang mestiso, matangkad at gwapong lalake na kulay brown ang buhok. papalapit na siya ng papalapit at hindi ko alam kung saan ako dapat tumingin. Sa kanya bang mata o sa kanyang mukha... kaya napagdesisyunan ko na sa ibang direksiyon na lang ako titingin.. [ang labo]... dumaan na siya sa harap ko... at eto ako... nakatatak nanaman ang kanyang mukha sa isip ko..."




Siguro naman... nababasa niyo ang aking emosyon sa nangyaring pagkikita namin ni R... Hnidi naman ako inlove sa kanya. Kinikilig lang talaga ko pag nakikita ko siya. Ewan ko ba. Alam naman siguro ng mga kaibigan ko na nakakabasa nito na yung mga ganun ang tipo ko. Tall and Mysterious. Haha. Napag isip isip ko lang nitong mga nakaraang araw na dapat na akong lumingon sa aking paligid. Ayan tuloy, napansin ko NANAMAN siya. Ibig sabihin, matagal ko na siyang napapansin. Isa na lang ang gusto ko ngayon. Ang makausap siya. Mataas itong pangarap kaya medyo ibababa ko... Picture niya na lang... Dahil sa hindi ako makatulog sa init at dahil sa boring ngayon, nag isip ako ng paraan kung paano ko makukuha ang picture nia... eto oh..

1. Magpapanggap ako na isang tao na hobby ang pagkuha ng mga picture ng mga tao sa kanyang paligid [yun nga lang... kailangan ko ng mga proof... tsk tsk... tsaka maniniwala ba siya?]

2. Sasabihin na isa akong photographer/journalist at gumagawa ako ng isang write up tungkol sa mga [insert kung ano man ang maisip na bagay na topic.. la pa ko maisip e...]

3. Picturan siya bigla.. tapos pag nagkita kami ulit sasabihin ko na psychotic twin ko yun at pagpasensyahan niya na lang dahil bigla itong nakawala sa bahay... [asa na maniniwala siya... asa talaga...]

4. Magpapicture kasama siya... pag nakuha na ang picture... at nagtanong siya kung bakit.. sabihin na "akala ko artista ka! sorry ha..." tapos kunwari buburahin.. pero hindi... [paano ang pride ko... huhu...]

5. Wala... wala... wala... hintayin na lamang ang tamang pagkakataon.. dadating din yan... magtiis na lamang sa ilusyon... haha...

** wag na kayong umangal... crush ko toh e... minsan lang.. haha..**

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Err... sleep?...
be idle all day long?...
stare into space?...
read read and read...?
arrghh.. I'm Bored!
My pc's stupid speakers are not working so I can't listen to any music right now...
and my ears are itching to hear callalily's magbalik...
ggrr...
we're supposed to be in Tagaytay TODAY but due to unexplainable reasons which I don't know... the trip got cancelled so I'm here in our house doing nothing... hayy..
I can't upload the pics that I took yesterday coz dad didn't left his usb...
see?.. my life is so boring...
erick~> please please please install your ym na... Ikaw lang nakakausap ko lagi e...

Stuffs I am SOooo Loving Right now...:
1. Lunod by Danita
2. Magbalik by Callalily
3. Gossip Girls
4. dates, mates...
5. Bianca G.'s Blog
6. Erick's messages...
7. Angee's earrings...
8. R's very cute face... [ggrr.. I wanna see him!]
9. Icons [as always...]
1o. Chocolates...

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Friday, March 23, 2007

Wow... pagkatapos ng matagal tagal na panahon ng pagba blog...
matapos ang mahabang panahon ng pagtitiyaga ninyo magbasa...
matapos ang mahabang panahon ng pakikisama sa akin at sa aking mga weirdong posts...
eto na ang aking pang 79 na post...
hindi ko talaga ugali ang mag keep ng isang journal...
pero dahil na rin sa gusto ko namang mashare ang mga thoughts ko sa cyberspace...
nagtiyaga ako...
ginawa ko ang blog na ito noong umpisa ng aking 3rd year sa hs...
bakasyon na... at 4th year na ko...
salamat sa lahat.. sobrang salamat...
naging mahabang daan tong school year na toh...
lahat ng emosyon naramdaman ko...
nachallenge ako ndi lng physically pero emotionally... spiritually... socially... financially na din... haha
eto pala yung mga taong gusto kong pasalamatan... mga naging parte ng aking makulay na school year... hehe...


God [salamat Po... sa lahat...]
Jhemmy [isa ka sa mga masugid na mambabasa ko... salamat ng marami!]
Venus [ikaw din... salamat...]
Chescka [ang iyong angking "kabutihan" ay hinding hindi ko malilimutan.. mabuhay ka!]
Ally, Rhazel at Cheng [ang tawa at jokes... salamat! pag nalulungkot ako nakakatulong yun..]
Angee [sa matagal na samahan... TANDUAY! haha...]
Janine [sa jeep at kung ano ano pang kalokohan...]
Alilia [sa drama, advice at buhay pag ibig.. salamat...]
Jean [sa pagiging summer phone pal... sa pagiging mabuting kaibigan...]
Lala [ang iyong tawa at boses na maliit... salamat sa pagbigay ng dahilan sa pagtawa]
Rona [ang iyong natatanging mukha na lagi kaming nginingitian...]
Zean [ang nakakatawa mong ugali... salamat sa lahat!]
Joseph [sa pagiging *nandiyan* palagi... sa pagiging *ikaw*... salamat... ng marami...]
Paul [kahit nasa Canada ka man alam kong hindi mo ko iniwan.. salamat sa mga advice]
Scyld at Jayvee [sa pagiging mabait, nakakatawa, maloko.. salamat! napasaya niyo ang ibang parte ng malungkot nating buhay...]
Jerome [sa pagiging isang mabuting partner... salamat! wala yung palaka natin kung wala ka...]
Enzo at Danny [sa pang aasar... pambabara at pagiging mabait... salamat ng marami...]
Sa mga lalake ng iii-bell [salamat sa tawa, lungkot, asar at kung ano ano pa... tinulungan niyo ko ng marami...]
Nikka [sa pagpapatawa...]
Ate Ruby, Grace at Isha [sa kalokohan... sa pagtatago ng gamit ko kasama si nikka.. salamat.. mabuhay kayo...]
Laura [sa pagdadrama... karamay kita.. sa tawa at lungkot.. online ka lagi! salamat!]
Ate Vega, Meh at Me-ann [salamat sa tulong.. suporta.. kwento.. at sa lahat lahat...]
sa iba pang iii-bell girls [salamat mga kaibigan... salamat talaga...]
Nikko [sa naturo mo saking mga bagay bagay... salamat.. hindi kita makakalimutan... sa kalokohan at kadramahan... salamat... sayo lang ako magiging ganito... promise yun.. tsk tsk.. sana wag mo toh mabasa noh...]
Martin [kahit di na tayo masyado naguusap.. salamat sa friendship.. salamat..]
Giannine [sa pagpapakilala sa *kanya* sa aking buhay... salamat... miss na kita...]
Mga kabatch nila nikko, martin at giannine na natuwa, nainis, nagalit at naawa sa akin.. salamat...
Cofibean [sa nakakatuwa mong blog]
Sa mga tao sa likod ng aking DARlinks... salamat...
sa magulang ko... [kahit na minsan matigas ang ulo ko...]
Kay J.L. Look-a-like [inspirasyon kita... sana makita na uli kita.. sa pasukan na yata uli yun mangyayari... haha]
R [kelan b kita makikita uli?... bakit ka ngumiti sakin?... alam mo bang natuwa ako nun... haha]
Papa Mi [ang bait mo sakin.. sobra.. pasensya ka na hindi kita natulungan dun sa problema mo... i tried my best naman e... di lang talaga kaya... salamat ng marami sa lahat!]
Markee [salamat sa advice.. pag nakakasabay mo ko nililbre mo ko.. salamat!]
Abeley [salamat din sa mga advice at kalokohan.. sobra]
j.o. [thanks sa pang aasar at pakikinig sa mga knock knock at corny jokes ko.. thanks talaga!]
*sa designer ng skin ng blog ko.. salamat ng marami.. walang bibisita sa blog ko kung di dahil sa iyo...
renz [sa kalokohan... from grade 1 up to now... kilala pa rin kita.. tsk tsk.. tatag! salamat sa mga tulong! stay gwapo!]
david [ako na lang tumatawag sayo ng ganyan.. prang kay cedric/renz/lee or whatever... 1 up to now ha.. salamat! pag may problema nndiyan ka]
joyse [may mga instances na ikaw ang nagsasalba sa buhay ko.. lalo na pag gabi na at wla pa kong hw.. salamat ha! lam ko na di mo toh alam... haha...]
Ronald De Leon! [salamat sa mga pagpapatawa... sa mga pics na cute.. sa pagdadrama gamit ang webcam mo.. lagi kang nandiyan.. and look! remember the last name?... haha.. sabi mo pa mas gwapo ka...]
teachers ko [thanks po sa lahat! sa knowledge... sa patience... sa lahat...]
erick [ang aking numero unong kamessage lagi sa friendster.. goodluck sa love life!]
MM [bakit mas close na kami ni Ronald? tsk tsk.. goodluck sa tekken mo! haha... salamat sa lahat!]
N.Z. [oo ikaw... i know na hindi mo naiintindihan toh dahil baluktot ang dila mo... eto na lang.. Thanks! You've been soo good to me... I've known you for 3 years... and.. you've been there from the start...]
Callalily [your songs... ROCK!]
R[ again?.. stay gwapo! haha...]
Bianca G. [naiinspire ako sayo.. you're so smart... so pretty.. so.. everything! haha]
Christian B. [sooo gwapo!]
May kasunod pa toh.. inaantok ako e.. haha
SALAMAT SA LAHAT!
naging masaya ang school year na toh!...
salamat talaga!

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yep! i'm the one who shouted that YOU ARE GAY...
ayaw mo yun?.. gay ka.. as in.. gay?...
baka naman di mo alam meaning nun... lam mo un.. hindi masayahin ha... "BADING!"
oo bading ka?.. care mo? opinion ko yan e!...
bading ka sa para sa akin... why?..
1. angas mo pare...
* oo.. as in! wala kang pinipili! kahit girls.. kahit higher years... grbeh ka noh.. hindi ka rerespetuhin ng kapwa mo kung hindi mo bibigyan ng dahilan yung kapwa mo na respetuhin ka... tandaan mo yan... 1st year ka pa lang... wag kng magmalaki... wala ka pang napapatunayan...

2. you're abusing the power bestowed on you...
* yeah.. you're an officer? the hell we care?... hindi ka nga official na SCHOOL officer kasi officer ka lang naman ng batch niyo... nag fufunction ka lang for your batch... wag mo kaming papaaandaran ng mabaho mong ugali dahil kung tutuusin... sino k ba?... anong meron ka na wala ang ibang tao?... wala naman di ba...?

3. Ikaw na nagsabi... pinapaiyak mo mahal mo...
* girls SHOULD be RESPECTED.. treated FAIRLY... LOVED... pero ikaw hindi... nananakit ka ng babae... wala nang dapat pang i-elaborate... hindi naman sa nagpa-pry ako sa life niyo pero.. du'uh... pede ba ha...

4. Mapang bintang ka...
* pinagbintangan mo na yung friend ko yung sumigaw nun.. in your face! kasalanan ba namin na hindi mo kami nakita?... la ka mata e.. ang laki kasi ng ulo mo.. puro hangin ata... ang yabang mo kasi...

Yun lang!... good luck sa pagbabasa... haha... au revoir! [lam mo meaning nun?... baka hindi... bbye un... bbye... haha...]

*baka sabhin mo minamaliit kita... hindi naman masyado... slight lang... haha... oo na evil na... care ko?.. read my blog's disclaimer! alam mo b ung disclaimer?... wee-ll... hanapin mo! haha!

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

wala... dahil nagpa check up ako at dahil malapit na ang bakasyon...
wala na kong mapost... kaya eto...
quotes na lang... maging seryoso naman tayo kahit minsan...
i-internalize nio muna yung mga mababasa nio...
malay niyo...
isa na pala sa mga quotes na toh ang sagot sa problema mo...

You won't fully enjoy a swing unless you raise your feet from the ground. You won't fully enjoy a boat ride unless you remove the rope's knot from the river bank. Your dog won't fully enjoy his/her dog's life unless you remove the chain on his/her neck. Lesson: Never ever limit yourself when it comes to happiness. Learn how to let go and move on. Life is beautiful.

Aian... never limit ourself daw... tama naman di ba... siguro nga kailangan natin na malaman yung limitations natin.. pero.. mas ok kung maeexceed natin yung alam natin na limit natin... at least masasabi natin sa sarili natin na kaya ko pa pala... hihi


Other people's opinion of you does not have to become your reality. Those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it. I don't know the key to success, but one key to failure is to please everyone. So why waste your time thinking about what others will tell you? Instead, do what makes you and God happy.

[para sa mga hindi alam kung "ANO" ba talaga sila... tsk tsk... yung mga taong mahilig mag label... para sa inyo yan... ]


Love quotes naman.. alam kong hinihintay niyo yan...

Unspoken love is like a poison, if you don't spill it out, it will eat you up inside...
[tama yan... wag niyo ko gagayahin... tignan mo... nawala lahat.. tsk tsk... sayang ang tatlong taon... pero ok lang... masaya siya eh...]

You can fall in love in an instant, it's letting go that takes time.
[oo tama... ang galing mo...]

We can't really love anybody with whom we've never laugh with.
[magmamadre na lang ako kesa sa makasama ang isang tao na never naman akong napasaya at napatawa... yung tipong magkalayo yung mundo niyo... tsk tsk...]

What is meant to be will always find a way.
[kailangan din natin gumawa ng paraan... wag natin iasa maxado sa destiny destiny... hehe...]

If your heart gets broken, it's not a sin to cry, it's not a crime to mourn, but it is not right to ruin your own life because in love, you should know when to move on if there's no reason to hold on.
[ oo tama... whatever... haha... move on na!.. ]

By some mischief of fate, we might only truly fall in love once. You know that one great love old folks refer to. Many lovers may get into our lives but there is only one person with that one smile, one kiss, one hug and one moment, that our hearts will never replace. That person, usually but sadly, is the one that got away. That's why after all the chips are down, we know, we just know, we'll never fall in love that way again.
[ ang galng.. tamang tama yan ah... noh nikko?... haha... asa kau.. buburahin ko rin pangalan niya mamaya... ]

Love is a form of amnesia, during which a woman forgets that there are 1,222,978,173 other men in the world.
[oo na... dapat iuntog ang babae...]

There are 3 special people in one's life: 1. Someone we love but have to hate. 2. Someone we hate but can't live without. 3. Someone we can't live without but have to let go.
[ oo.. si aida, si lorna.. at si fe.., ang cornee.. haha]

It's hard to choose someone to love, but the hardest part of loving is to admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn't mean to love from the start.
[naalala ko tuloy dati... sabi ko pa.. "ayoko diyan! mayabang!".. tsk tsk...]




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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Naalala ko pa un... magtatapos yung 1st year... nagpaalam ka samin na aalis na kayo ng family mo papuntang Canada... maraming nalungkot... maraming nagulat... and isa ko dun...
Naging close tayo nung 1st year... ikaw at si joseph... daming memories... kada may kaaway ako... lagi kayo nandiyan... hanggang ngayon ganun pa rin.. yun nga lang... nasa malayo ka na... kami... nandito sa philippines...
hehe... bunso pa yung tawag namin sayo.. lam mo naman kung bakit...
kung ano ano na din napag awayan natin noh...

ginawa ko nga pala tong entry na toh dahil bday mo kahapon... [march 19, 2007]...
di ka na bunso... tumatanda ka na... hihi..
pero siyempre.. kaw lang naman yung tatawagin naming bunso...
you're so damn handsome na nga eh.. [sabi ni alilia... and totoo yan...]
tapos ang talino mo pa...
hm.. dream guy?... haha... pro xmpre.. dapat ipakilala mo samin yung babae! di ako papayag na hindi ko kilala! kung hindi namin magugustuhan.. mag pari ka na lang! umuwi ka na lang dito! dami naghihintay sayo! hahaha...
miss ka na namin... 3 years na tayong magkaibigan and sa tingin ko.. ok naman...
ndi kita naalala lagi.. pero.. lam mo naman... ndi tlga kta inaalala... haha.. joke!

sesendan na lang ng email... haha.. tinatamad na ko... nadisconnect ako bgla e... cge ha...
love you love you love you love you! mwah mwah mwah! ingat lagi! hehe..

HAPPY BDAY PAUL!

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Monday, March 19, 2007

Yeah! haha! it's finally oveeeerrrr!
wahoo!
TGIO [thank God it's over!]

hell week.. a.k.a. The Final Exams are officially over and it's time to say hello to mr. summer! haha!
Shades, sunblocks, beaches [with b*tches], out of town trips, flip flops, ice creams and the usual summer stuffs are now back!
Notebooks, heavy textbooks, school bags, ballpens and school stuffs are now SOoo OUT!
See you all when I see you all!
ta ta!

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

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Ohh.. guys.. i love you so! haha...
14 na tayo.. my favorite number..
sa wakas! haha..
kelan sasali si rickie?.. hoo!
go guys!
take care...

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Crush...
temporary romantic attraction: a temporary romantic infatuation
object of somebody’s crush: the person who is the object of somebody’s romantic infatuation
Nilagay ko yang definition na yan to clear things first. I'll be posting my crush list in my blog coz wala na kong maisip na topic... crush lang naman. Please don't get me wrong. It's just a simple infatuation. Nothing more. Nothing less.
Here are the guys who made it to my crush list... [as of jan. 2007-march 2007] haha!
1. James Lafferty look-a-like... or also known as "the jeepney guy"...
- me and my friends we're quite taken aback when we first saw this guy. Do you know james lafferty of one tree hill? We'll the guy is a certified LOOK ALIKE! Since first year... nakakasabay ko na siya but hindi ko siya ganung napapansin.. well.. sa ngaun... medyo hinihintay lang naman namin na makasabay siya once in a while... dunno if he's still single.. but he sure is a certified crush material...
2. Guy Next Door...
- my super duper cute neighbor!. He's from Letran and I haven't got the chance to talk to him but who knows right?... I saw him a couple of times and he is sooo cute!... sweet din siya... lagi nia kasing kasama ung little sister niya.. hmm.. bakit di ko kaya ilakad yung little brother ko sa little sister nia?... haha.. just an idea...
3. Once in a blue moon... [a little like james lafferty look-a-like]
- may hawig din siya kay james lafferty... minsan lang namin makita coz medyo late na siya pumasok sa school. Kami pa lang ni ally yung nakakakita sa kanya.. plus jean pa pala.. but kami lang ni ally ung interested sa kanya.. ang cute eh!... haha..
4. The "neighbor"... [cute-boy-r... a.k.a. mr. up diliman]
- haha... neighbor namin.. kilala siya ng mommy ko.. daddy ko.. little brother ko.. grandma ko... cousins ko.. ako lang yung ndi! haha.. life is a little unfair... cute-boy-r... kasi may mom mentioned his name to me na.. un nga lang.. i forgot it na.. haha.. naalala ko lang.. sa "r" un nagsisimula... he's a student of up diliman...
5. PAUL AND JOSEPH!
- ayan.. siningit ko.. pampam lng... kunwari crush ko kau.. para pg bnasa nio blog ko... matuwa naman kayo sakin.. haha.. si paul kasi ang cute nia ngayon... [dati pa naman... MAS lang ngayon].. si joseph kasi... *TIIIIIIIIIIIIIKAS!* haha! iba na siya.. binata na.. haha.. [nanay niya?...] go guys! woohoo!

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Friday, March 16, 2007

It's over!!! yay!
our last [yep... LAST] examination week for our 3rd year in CMSHS is finally over...
No more sleepless nights for us!
Vacation is near and it's back to being idle all day long... haayy..
I'll surely miss my friends, cooler than cool classmates, TEACHERS! and of course... my 3rd year life...
Our last year in Mandsci will be starting next school year...
I don't know what to expect... but WE will surely make our final year an unforgettable one...
We will be welcoming our senior life with open arms, but... college life is nearing and I don't want to leave my childhood days behind... [soo serious huh?]
Let's not talk about that stuffs...
Too dramatic...
Our last two weeks in Mandsci is about to start and we are sooo ready for it...
haha...
Goodluck everyone...
hugs and kisses...
ta ta for now...

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Why Am I wasting my time waiting for you to go online?...
Why?... arrghh.. maybe I just need someone to talk to...
And you're the BEST person that I know who can help me...
I really really really want to talk to you...
I know you'll understand me...
I'm sure of that...
** to those asking me kung sino tong tao na toh... well.. he's a good friend of mine and he's currently staying in New Zealand...[jean,, kilala mo siya right?...] He's a good good good friend of mine and we're pretty close... nag move sila ng family niya sa New Zealand nung 2006.. he's originally from cali and I consider him as one of the few guys na talagang close sakin... and... He.Is.Not.My.Boyfriend... haha... don't even think about it... he's taken noh... and I even know the girl... so.. stop it... haha

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Binura ko yung lahat ng nakasulat dito...
people got curious and some are even pestering me asking me who's "the name"...
haha... sorry guys...
Too Private...

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Give me space...
Mahirap tong ganitong situation...
Pati ibang tao nadadamay na sa mga nangyayari...
ayoko man sabihin tong term.. pero.. "nasasakal" ako...
you're not my dad para malaman mo kung ano nang mga nangyayari sakin oras oras...
nasa stage ka pa kung saan dapat mo pa kong kilalanin...
pero... bakit ganun?... ganito pa lang...
nasasakal na ako...
should we stop this?...

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Thursday, March 8, 2007

Talaga bang may mga magkakaibigan na dumadating sa point na kailangan nila ipagpalit ang friendship nila para lang sa isang babae or lalake?
Sisirain yung friendship dahil lang sa isang dahilan na yun?
Di ba mas matatag ang friendship kesa sa isang kung sino lang na lalake or babae diyan?
Kunwari...
You're a guy...
then...
nanligaw ka sa isang babae...
yung friend mo.. gusto din siya.. nanligaw.. tapos tumigil.. nung nanligaw ka.. nanligaw na din siya..
mabait ka.. nilet go mo yung babae kahit mahal na mahal mo...
yung friend mo... niligawan pa rin siya...
eto ung problema...
tama pa ba na ilagay ng friend mo sa stat message niya sa yahoo messenger na mahal na mahal niya yung babae? take note : online ka din nun...
nakakainis diba?
kailangan talagang gumanun pa?
grrrr...

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What if there is this person who loves you...
He's so kind to you that there are times when you feel like you don't deserve the kind of treatment that he's giving you...
He's always thinking of you...
Pero hindi mo siya ganun na bigla na lang naiisip...
You're always testing him...
Pinipikon siya and tinetest yung patience nia...
Hindi siya napipikon... and lagi niyang sinasabi sayo na he's willing to do everything/anything for you...
He loves you unconditionally...
And you don't feel the same way [YET...?]
He is so sure on what he feels...you are so sure that you are confused...
Do You Deserve A Guy As Good As Him?
Do I Deserve This Guy?...
Can I Take The Risk And Try To Love Him?
Should I Open My Heart?
"Be careful with his heart. It's more fragile than you think."

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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Not the reality show where Yeng Constantino won...
I am actually referring to "public display of affection"...
gosh... i saw some couples kanina na todo yung pda... and take note...
the girl is the one who's being so pda pa...
is maria clara style so out na talaga?
hindi ba nila naiisip na there are lots of people na makikita sila.. and who knows... baka kung ano na iniisip ng mga tao... they should still give their relationship some privacy sabihin pa niang alam ng lahat yung kung anong meron sila...
Every morning... papasok pa lang ako sa classroom... i'll pass in this part of our corridor and the first thing that you'll see are these couples holding hands... whispering... tickling each other... you know.. SIMPLE PDA! medyo nakakainis kasi ang aga aga... ganun yung makikita mo.. nakakalat sila sa tabi tabi... haha... ayun lang... kung may matatamaan man.. kasalanan niyo na yan... let's face the facts of life... haha...

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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

just stop it.. ok?
stop labelling yourself and telling others that you're like this.. or like that.. or whatsoever...
stop speaking in english if you know for a FACT na madami nang naiinis sayo coz of the headache that you're giving them because of you're oh-so-wrong grammar... may napost na ko dito about that di ba?

*** I removed the examples that I have posted coz I don't want to be rude or something.. to those who saw it.. you know who that person is.. right?.. ta ta! ***

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Haha... this will be my 64th post for this blog...
I can't believe na nakaya kong tumagal ng ganito sa world of blogging...
dati kasi... gumagawa ako ng blog.. then... pag tinamad.. hindi ko na ina-update...
pero tignan mo naman tong blog na toh..
updated talaga... haha
Dami na rin naming napagdaanan ng blog ko na toh...
May mga readers na rin na nabanas, naasar, natawa, natuwa at nabored sa mga posts ko.. but still.. nagagawa pa rin nilang magbasa...
haha...
Pag may prob ako.. ano ba namang tinatakbuhan ko di ba? siyempre tong blog ko...
tulad ngayon... problemado ko sa project namin sa pre calculus/trigonometry... haha.. at anong ginagawa ko ngayon? eto nagba-blog... haha
Malapit na nanaman tayong lahat na mga students sa finish line ng race natin for this school year... malapit na yung March and it will be bye bye junior life na... hayy.. dami nang napagdaanan... pero eto pa rin... masaya pa rin...
ayun muna... kailangan ko muna ayusin ang napaka gulo kong buhay.. catch you guys later!

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Monday, March 5, 2007

Haayy.. too many projects.. so little time..
cramming is now "in" and everyone.. [I mean EVERYONE] is actually running around doing last minute projects and finishing last minute requirements...
I HATE IT! argghh... cramming is like... a natural thing to every mandsci students.. especially those from our batch... shhesshh..
Let's face it... we always cram... we always tell others that we won't do it again.. but still.. it's like drugs... you know what I mean?.. haha
We can't help it if we're born this way right?... crammers from the beginning... crammers till the end... haha... let's try to change once in a while... alright?... [NO!?]... haha...

That's all... forgive me coz I'm not an english expert... but AT LEAST I tried my best to avoid mistakes that are too obvious to the human eye... haha...

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

A friend of mine told me earlier that there is a "certain" someone in friendster who's really messing around with the english language...
I admit that there are times [almost everyday] when I feel like my grammar is soo wrong and my subject-verb agreement sucks...
My cousin told me that little flaws and errors can be accepted as long as it is not that obvious...
shheesshh... yeah... that's right...
but an error that's too obvious could be fatal... especially if you put that error in your blog or whatsoever...
gosh... lots or TONS of people could actually read that and laugh their heart out!

just be careful on your language... ok?...
that's all...
haha...

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Friday, March 2, 2007

You came during those times when I felt like the world was against me... not because of my life... not because of my friends.. but because of "him"
Since then, you've always been there. Ready to help me, Support me, Cherish me, and Love me...
I don't know your reason but you told me that love needs no explanation...
I feel awful that I can't do anything to repay you...
You love me unconditionally and honestly, I really respect you for that...
I want to love you back but something is stopping me...
I don't know what it is... could be a barrier... or anything...
Please be patient... I'm trying to move on... This is hard for both of us but please... just bear with me... I don't know if I love you... but.. I promise... I will try to...

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

Haven't updated my blog for quite a long time...
Lots of things had happened since feb. 14...
Hmm...
Do I need to enumerate it?...
Where should I start?
Next time na nga lang...



To all those people who are secretly hating me, my friends and everyone else who's related to me... could you please stop this nonsense and grow up? You're so pathetic! sending gm's and stuffs... puhlease... what's the significance of those things?... you're not going to scare me or us anyway... we are not born in this world to impress you... if you don't like me... please don't expect me to like you either.. i'm not fake.. i'm not like you... I can't even see the reason why you're like that... as far as I remember... I didn't do anything to you... just stop it.. ok?... if you want to fight me.. the pleasure is all mine... but please... don't backstab me or something... coz I can do BETTER than that...

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