Sunday, November 25, 2007
I was planning to finish all those things that were supposed to be done today. I dunno but my sickness (which is called “katamaran”) got the best of me. I woke up at 10 wondering if Me-an is still going here. I called her and she told me that she just woke up so our plans were cancelled. Good for both of us. I can sleep all day and she can watch her anime all day. So I was pretty cranky today because of some reasons that happened yesterday but I prefer to just not talk about it. I don’t want to destroy my whole year just thinking of it. I will let God do what is destined for THEM. Like what Mother Teresa had said on her poem…
People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.
Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.
Nobody can make me feel inferior without my permission so I won’t stoop down to their level. I won’t even be FAKE when I am talking to them. I’ll just treat them casually like nothing even happened. I’m not even sure if they knew that I heard them talking about me. Well, that’s life. You can’t please everybody. I just don’t like it that some people are accusing me of some stuff that is too exaggerated. Now I know who’s true and who’s false.
Well, we went to mcdo yesterday to celebrate because this vair vair hectic week has finally come to an end. The float, which I ordered, slipped from its tray so it spilled on our table. I was sooo embarrassed. I asked zhel to buy me another one since she will be ordering her food. I was about to gave her my money when the crew who was cleaning our table told me that I don’t need to buy another one because he will be giving me one for free. Tres amusant. Why is he giving me a free float? Their store will be bankrupt if they will be doing that to every person who spilled his/her food. Gosh. I was sooo embarrassed because he did that plus my friends were teasing me. Ugh. Goodness Gracious.
So… lesson learned…
SPILL your food when you are eating at McDonalds. Who knows? You might get a quarter pounder for free. LoL. I don’t want to eat at that place for quite a long time. I was too embarrassed.
Labels: oopsie woopsie
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Ang bilis dumilim. Nakakainis. Isa pa naman akong freak pagdating sa mga ganyan ganyan. Makita ko lang na madilim na ay nababaliw na ko. Ayoko kasi na nale-late ako. Ayoko din na ginagabi ako masyado dahil nawawalan ako ng tiwala sa mga tao pag kumagat na ang dilim. Sabi ko naman kasi sa inyo. FREAK talaga ako. Feeling ko nasasapian ako pag gabi. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung bakit ba ko nagpopost ng ganito.
Kakagising ko lang kasi. Balak ko dapat na matulog talaga ng 7 pm at gumising ng 9 pm dahil gusto ko mag ayos ng notes para sa Adv. Physics class ko. Pero, napanood ko kasi yung tyra banks show kaya namove ang 7 pm ko sa 8 pm. Natulog ako ng 8 pm. Kakapikit pa lang ng mata ko, ginising nanaman ako dahil dumating ang mommy ko at may gusto daw siyang ibigay sa akin. Dumilat ako sandali at tumungo tungo para mapakita na nakikinig ako sa kanya kahit gustong gusto ko na matulog uli. Umalis siya at bumalik ako sa pagtulog. Mahimbing naman yung pagtulog ko. Yun nga lang, after three hours ay ginising na din ako dahil nga daw sabi ko ay may gagawin ako. Tinatamad tamad pa ko dahil nakakatamad naman talaga bumangon. Ang sarap sarap matulog. Kaso, kailangan. Kaya naman bumangon na ko, nagkabit ng contacts at nanood ng PBB para hindi antukin muli. Pagkatapos kong manood ay nag online na ko dahil nga may mga dapat akong gawin tulad ng pagcheck ng mails, pagcheck ng friendster, pagsilip sa blog at kung anu-ano pa.
Ngayon ay kung anu-ano nanaman ang pumapasok sa isip ko. Sana talaga ay half-day bukas. Uuwi ako ng maaga at matutulog ng matutulog. Hindi ko alam kung ano bang nangyayari sakin at bakit napaka antukin ko ngayon. Hindi naman ako ganito dati. Siguro dahil malapit na ang Christmas. Ang lamig na. Parang lagi akong hinahatak ng kwarto ko. Haayyy. Inaantok nanaman ako. Pero susubukan ko talaga maumpisahan yung dapat kong gawin. NAKU. Naalala ko. May homework pala sa English. Asar. Inaantok na ko eh. Sige, gagawin ko na nga. Para hindi na ko magahol bukas.
Ano pa bang gusto kong sabihin. Bilangin niyo kung ilang beses lumabas ang salitang antok at tulog sa post na toh. Isama niyo na rin ang lahat ng salitang related sa salitang “tulog”. Parang wala nang sense tong post na toh. Naman. May pasok bukas. Ang sarap kasi talaga matulog. Nag iipon na pala ko dahil malapit na ang Pasko. Proud ako dahil hindi ako gumagastos. Sabihan na ko ng kuripot, hindi talaga ko gagastos. Sayang eh. Naumpisahan ko na din, itutuloy tuloy ko na.
Sige dito na lang. Salamat nga pala sa Research II observers namin kanina. Nabusog kami sa binigay niyong pagkain. Salamat. Sa uulitin. Ang kapal di ba.
Labels: blah blahs
Saturday, November 17, 2007
A power failure occurred here in San Juan around 1 am. Luckily, I was already in bed and I was listening to the songs that I saved on my psp. I was wearing my earphones so I hardly noticed the said failure.
I woke up thinking that it was already late because the whole house was quiet. Since I was not wearing my contacts at that time, I’m not sure if what I’m seeing at my clock is true (8:00), so I decided to get back to bed because I’m really really tired and my muscles were aching because of that p.e. class that we had yesterday (we’re studying foreign folk dances and that irish dance is sooo tiring but it’s fun). Around 10 am, my mom woke me up telling me that she will be leaving for work. She asked me to lock the gate and to wait for my brother who went to dbs because he had to practice for a school presentation. Since I’m wide-awake, I decided to put on my contacts and to eat a quick breakfast of banana muffin (it tastes like banana but it was filled with nuts and I don’t like nuts). After that, I watched my newest favorite show entitled “Gay, Straight or Taken”, it was so interesting but I always picked the wrong guy. The guy who I always thought was the straight and single one was always the gay one. Dunno why. Maybe my taste is really exotic. Hmm. Whatever.
So I just finished taking a bath and the weather is hot hot hot. The exact opposite of our weather last Thursday. I’m spending a beautiful afternoon inside our house because I don’t want to go out. I don’t even want to go to McDonalds, which is like the nearest and I mean nearest fast food chain in our house. Talk about being lazy.
Well, I’m going to finish my homework right now because I’m trying to turn myself into a model student. Very very possible. NOTLabels: blah blahs, bored, hobbies
Friday, November 16, 2007
Alone. Left out. Loner. Out of place.
Me.
All of those words describe what I am feeling right now.
I feel like there’s nobody who even cares for me except of course for my family.
I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to. I cannot let my bottled feelings flow freely because there is no one out there who even cares, who is willing to listen.
I have online friends, I have classroom friends, but they all leave me once I went out of the school, out of my house, out of my comfort zone.
That’s life. It is not meant to be fair. But why am I always the victim? No erase that word. I am not a victim. Maybe I’m really just a loner. Maybe I really just pity myself. I always wondered when would I find true happiness. When would I find all those things that are currently missing in my life? When. When. When.
Something happened today, that’s why I am writing this very emotional entry. Anne is the only person who knows about it. Well, at least, there is someone who is willing to listen. Haha. thanks anne!
Labels: don't-mind-me, dramas, errr, Irish Stuffs
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Due to continuous heavy rain, classes were suspended. The suspension was announced around 10 a.m, but the classes were cut at 1 pm. Why? I don’t know. Don’t ask me.
Well, kahit na malamig, napagpawisan din kami dahil sa uber nakakapagod na p.e. class namin. Dance to the max kami. Msaia siya kasi puro talon (irish dance e), yun nga lang, mahirap talaga. Sa sobrang nakakapagod nia, eh parang mababawasan ka ng timbang. Try ko kaia aralin yun? Para naman pumayat ako. Tumataba na yata ako e.
So after ng p.e. namin, nag lunch kami sandali at tinuloy na yung klase namin. Advanced Research na, so dahil inoobserve kami ng mga taga u.p. at ika nga ng iba kong kaklase, kami ang section na “under observation”, kailangan na naming mag grupo grupo at ihanda ang sarili namin dahil oobserbahan kami. Dahil tapos an kami ng mga groupmates ko at dahil mabait c mam fababair (nag oobserve samin), hinayaan niya kami mag laro ng killer game. Adik na diba. Ganun talaga.After nun, umuwi na rin kami dahil natatakot ako na baka bahain na ako. Pag uwi, natulog, gumising, kumain at eto... nagba-blog na ko.Tinatamad pa ko pumasok bukas pero dahil friday naman, cge ok lang.Dito muna. Matutulog ako uli. Labels: School
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I saw this kind of post at ate virginia’s blog. It’s like a tag thingee but instead of answering weird questions, you will be asked to post a picture of your desktop. Well, since I can’t think of any decent topics to talk about, why don’t you check my desktop? See what keeps me from being borreeedddd.
DocumentsIt’s the most unorganized place in the entire world. I have different kinds of folders and inside it are stuffs, which are not even related to the title of my folders. But I have this one decent folder (named “irish”), which contains all the important pictures and important stuffs about family, school stuffs, friends and me. The icon of this document is helga of hey Arnold. Haha. How weird right?
My computerNothing here. Just the same old boring stuffs like 3 ½ floppy disk and the others.
My network placesI don’t even know what to do with the documents or whatever stuffs inside it.
Recycle Bin
Look at the icon. Haha! My brother changed it and I dunno who the hell that cartoon character is.
Internet ExplorerI used it to open websites that can’t be read by mozilla firefox.
Yahoo MailIt comes with the yahoo messenger. I used it to check my yahoo email ads.
Power DVDUsed to watch dvds. (Minsan lang gamitin)
education.com websiteMy uncle put it in our computer for school purposes. I don’t use it though.
Encarta EncyclopediaIt is not working. I’ll be deleting it when I have the time. (tamad)
Quick Time PlayerI never used it because I don’t even know its purpose.
Snag ItI used it to crop any pictures that I have. It is v. v. useful.
Yahoo Messenger
Where my online life starts.
Encarta World AtlasVery helpful when I was still studying world history.
Encarta World English DictionaryVery very useful especially when you are making a book report.
Shortcut to GBAMy gameboy emulator. Removes my boredom. Harvest Moon rocks.
ShopmaniaInstalled by my cousin. It is very addicting and very mind-boggling. But anyways, I already finished it and it was pretty tough.
Mystery Case Files Prime Suspect
My friends always play this game whenever they have the chance. It is very very very addicting. Right girls? Haha! Scyld finished the last puzzle thingee in it. Thanks to him.
Shortcut to ISPI’m not using dsl. Haha!
Delicious Deluxe
The first ever game that I had downloaded. I finished it last summer and I still play it when I feel bored.
LimewireSource of music and VIRUSES. :D
Yahoo Multi MessengerI used it to open unlimited number of yahoo messengers.
Mozilla FirefoxI used it in almost everything except when I blog.
ShockwaveShockwave. Du’uh. Haha
My wallpaper is tifa of final fantasy. As you see, my computer clock is wayyy wrong. I can’t fix it. Well, I dont need it much.
Labels: blah blahs, bored, something ng mga bloggers
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
It’s the season to be jolly…
Bbbrrr.. It’s cold!!! The holiday season is here!!! Woohoo!
I just arrived home from school and it was ANOTHER fun day for all of us. We had tons of free time and we were allowed to play all day long. I learned this really cool game called Killer, Judge and Police. It was fun and it was sooo addicting. We were playing it since Thursday of last week and we are not yet tired of it. In fact, the game keeps on getting more and more interesting.
I saw R and mr. one tree hill today. Haha! Actually, we were really planning on how we can see james lafferty’s (one tree hill) look alike AGAIN because we didn’t saw him for quite a long time. Well, we did see him yesterday but it was just a glimpse so we decided to create a simple but perfect plan on how to have a better look of him. The plan was perfect! It actually worked. Napakababaw namin pero masaya na kami dun. Di naman kami papansinin nun eh. =)
Then, while I was riding the jeepney that will drop me off to our house (dalawang sakay ako pauwi. Layo di ba), I saw my uber cute and uber smart neighbor from UP. Nakasakay siya dun sa jeep na nasa likod ng sinasakyan ko. Luckily, kasabay ko si Nieto and si Cha so nasabi ko sa kanila yung kilig na nafeel ko nung mga oras na yun. Kung wala sila, baka napasigaw na ko o kung ano nang nagawa ko. Pagbaba ko, halos kasabay ko na rin siya. Kinuha ko ung keys sa tito ko (my tito owned this big sari sari store). Tamang tama, may bibilhin pala siya and I was so shocked kasi tumabi siya sakin. Haha! kilig! He is sooo cute.
Aun. Share ko lang ang kilig moments ko. Very often na kasi ko kinikilig e. Manhid? a
Labels: blah blahs, crush/ing, School, sharing
Monday, November 12, 2007
The play that we watched last Sunday was fantastic. Not.
It actually sucks. The place was far (I am from San Juan and my school is from Mandaluyong and we went to ever gotesco just to see that freaking play), the show was a repeat of what we have seen last year and we were seeing the same faces all over again. What a waste of time.
There were only two schools inside the cinema. OUR school and this whatever-school-where-the-students-are- sooo-uncivilized. It sounds harsh but it's true. We were already pissed off during that time because students from our school paid 160.00 to watch that play and you know what? Not everyone had their own seats.Some were sharing, some were standing and some were asked to sit on the aisle and on the stairs. It was really unfair. After some time, while my friends and I were sitting comfortably on our seats (lucky us? NOT!), I felt that something liquidy just hit me. I thought that it was a cola but I didn't react because I thought that maybe someone didn't mean to do that. After a few seconds, an empty box of popcorn went flying and it hit some of my friends. We-ell, so those flying stuffs were not accidents. They were being thrown at us by those students from that whatever school. It was a joke. Yeah. But it was SOOO not funny. After that popcorn incident, they threw two empty c2 bottles at us and we're so not enjoying it. Since we don't want to pick fights with them and since challenging them to a duel won't do us any good, we decided to skip the play and just go.
We went out of the cinema, asked our teachers' permission because we really want to go and zoom! off we go. We went to galleria since it's a waayyy better mall than Ever. It was getting late and my family and I needs to attend mass at 8:30 pm, so I grab a quick dinner with my friends and went straight to our church since it's not too far. I was really anxious at that time because I was not sure if I know the right way home but luckily, my instincts won and I arrived there around 7:30 pm. My dad and my brother were not yet there (my mom will be coming straight from her office; it is my dad's day off from work).
After hearing mass, we went home and I went straight to my bed. When I woke up around 5 am, I was feeling indolent but I don't have any choice but to start my loonnnggg week. Well... All's well that ends well.
P.S. I was late for my C.A.T morning formation. Tsk tsk.
Labels: blah blahs
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Bakit parang ang late ko na lagi mag update sa blog ko. Siguro dahil sa uber hectic na din ang sched. Well di naman maiiwasan. So tapos na nga ang sembreak. Start na ng third quarter kaya dapat ko na palang sulitin yung mga natitirang araw ko sa mandsci. Ang drama di ba. Pero totoo yan. Alam niyo ba na may nakita akong something sa blog ni ate virginia. ang cute nga e. gagawin ko din siya. itatag ko din kaung lahat. promise yan. kaso wala pa kong masyadong time ngayon. Nag eenjoy naman ako sa mga subjects ko kahit na minsan tinatamad ako. Ang saya ng Adv. p6 at ng Adv. chem kahit advanced na sila. Napaka random naman ng post ko. Gusto ko lang kasi mag post. Nakakamiss e.Alam niyo ba na anniversary na ng blog ko? Siyempre hindi. Kasi kailan ko din lang nalaman. One year na ko!!! ÜBeyonce is here! Gusto ko nga manood e. Kaso asa pa di ba.Sige. Later!!!
