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Monday, December 10, 2007

A short something from my very very busy life.

We have a long test in English tomorrow (knowing Mrs. Tirones, the test will be v.v. mind boggling)
We have a long test in Economics tomorrow and knowing our teacher, the test will be filled with lots of COMPUTATIONS)
Oral Recitation in MAPEH (about cinema)
Plans for the horror booth (we need it. ASAP)
Class History (for the yearbook)
NOTES! (I want to prevent myself from cramming!)
I need to shop for gifts (PRIORITY)

LATER. Too busy. I’m completing my bm notes.

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Sunday, December 9, 2007

tinkering my friendster and my blog. duhhh. I have tons of things to do right now but I don't know where to start. Why am I always like this? I'm always tired and I'm always cramming. I need to take a yoga class or something. I need to relax. *inhale exhale*

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Monday, December 3, 2007

Just got home from school.

I am currently home alone.

Today is my brother’s fieldtrip.

My mom didn’t go to work. Dunno why. She’s not even here. Where could she be?

My dad is also at work and I don’t even know if he is planning to go home today because he is pretty busy with work.

So here I am. Alone lone lone lone lone. Haha

I saw one of our neighbors with his friends (for the first time! Haha! They’re like living in our neighborhood for years. I am SUCH a freak.)

One was pretty cute (teehee) if you’re into those rocker types of guys.

SO I learned something today.

SAN JUAN guys are cute! LoL. I’m seeing tons of cuties whenever I am within the vicinity of San Juan. No offense to those who are not living here. It’s just that I really love our place. Hihi. Talk about loyalty.

Smell you all later. I’m doing something for the yearbook.

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Ang bilis dumilim. Nakakainis. Isa pa naman akong freak pagdating sa mga ganyan ganyan. Makita ko lang na madilim na ay nababaliw na ko. Ayoko kasi na nale-late ako. Ayoko din na ginagabi ako masyado dahil nawawalan ako ng tiwala sa mga tao pag kumagat na ang dilim. Sabi ko naman kasi sa inyo. FREAK talaga ako. Feeling ko nasasapian ako pag gabi. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung bakit ba ko nagpopost ng ganito.

Kakagising ko lang kasi. Balak ko dapat na matulog talaga ng 7 pm at gumising ng 9 pm dahil gusto ko mag ayos ng notes para sa Adv. Physics class ko. Pero, napanood ko kasi yung tyra banks show kaya namove ang 7 pm ko sa 8 pm. Natulog ako ng 8 pm. Kakapikit pa lang ng mata ko, ginising nanaman ako dahil dumating ang mommy ko at may gusto daw siyang ibigay sa akin. Dumilat ako sandali at tumungo tungo para mapakita na nakikinig ako sa kanya kahit gustong gusto ko na matulog uli. Umalis siya at bumalik ako sa pagtulog. Mahimbing naman yung pagtulog ko. Yun nga lang, after three hours ay ginising na din ako dahil nga daw sabi ko ay may gagawin ako. Tinatamad tamad pa ko dahil nakakatamad naman talaga bumangon. Ang sarap sarap matulog. Kaso, kailangan. Kaya naman bumangon na ko, nagkabit ng contacts at nanood ng PBB para hindi antukin muli. Pagkatapos kong manood ay nag online na ko dahil nga may mga dapat akong gawin tulad ng pagcheck ng mails, pagcheck ng friendster, pagsilip sa blog at kung anu-ano pa.

Ngayon ay kung anu-ano nanaman ang pumapasok sa isip ko. Sana talaga ay half-day bukas. Uuwi ako ng maaga at matutulog ng matutulog. Hindi ko alam kung ano bang nangyayari sakin at bakit napaka antukin ko ngayon. Hindi naman ako ganito dati. Siguro dahil malapit na ang Christmas. Ang lamig na. Parang lagi akong hinahatak ng kwarto ko. Haayyy. Inaantok nanaman ako. Pero susubukan ko talaga maumpisahan yung dapat kong gawin. NAKU. Naalala ko. May homework pala sa English. Asar. Inaantok na ko eh. Sige, gagawin ko na nga. Para hindi na ko magahol bukas.

Ano pa bang gusto kong sabihin. Bilangin niyo kung ilang beses lumabas ang salitang antok at tulog sa post na toh. Isama niyo na rin ang lahat ng salitang related sa salitang “tulog”. Parang wala nang sense tong post na toh. Naman. May pasok bukas. Ang sarap kasi talaga matulog. Nag iipon na pala ko dahil malapit na ang Pasko. Proud ako dahil hindi ako gumagastos. Sabihan na ko ng kuripot, hindi talaga ko gagastos. Sayang eh. Naumpisahan ko na din, itutuloy tuloy ko na.

Sige dito na lang. Salamat nga pala sa Research II observers namin kanina. Nabusog kami sa binigay niyong pagkain. Salamat. Sa uulitin. Ang kapal di ba.

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

A power failure occurred here in San Juan around 1 am. Luckily, I was already in bed and I was listening to the songs that I saved on my psp. I was wearing my earphones so I hardly noticed the said failure.

I woke up thinking that it was already late because the whole house was quiet. Since I was not wearing my contacts at that time, I’m not sure if what I’m seeing at my clock is true (8:00), so I decided to get back to bed because I’m really really tired and my muscles were aching because of that p.e. class that we had yesterday (we’re studying foreign folk dances and that irish dance is sooo tiring but it’s fun). Around 10 am, my mom woke me up telling me that she will be leaving for work. She asked me to lock the gate and to wait for my brother who went to dbs because he had to practice for a school presentation. Since I’m wide-awake, I decided to put on my contacts and to eat a quick breakfast of banana muffin (it tastes like banana but it was filled with nuts and I don’t like nuts). After that, I watched my newest favorite show entitled “Gay, Straight or Taken”, it was so interesting but I always picked the wrong guy. The guy who I always thought was the straight and single one was always the gay one. Dunno why. Maybe my taste is really exotic. Hmm. Whatever.

So I just finished taking a bath and the weather is hot hot hot. The exact opposite of our weather last Thursday. I’m spending a beautiful afternoon inside our house because I don’t want to go out. I don’t even want to go to McDonalds, which is like the nearest and I mean nearest fast food chain in our house. Talk about being lazy.
Well, I’m going to finish my homework right now because I’m trying to turn myself into a model student. Very very possible. NOT

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

I saw this kind of post at ate virginia’s blog. It’s like a tag thingee but instead of answering weird questions, you will be asked to post a picture of your desktop. Well, since I can’t think of any decent topics to talk about, why don’t you check my desktop? See what keeps me from being borreeedddd.

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Documents
It’s the most unorganized place in the entire world. I have different kinds of folders and inside it are stuffs, which are not even related to the title of my folders. But I have this one decent folder (named “irish”), which contains all the important pictures and important stuffs about family, school stuffs, friends and me. The icon of this document is helga of hey Arnold. Haha. How weird right?


My computer
Nothing here. Just the same old boring stuffs like 3 ½ floppy disk and the others.

My network places
I don’t even know what to do with the documents or whatever stuffs inside it.

Recycle Bin
Look at the icon. Haha! My brother changed it and I dunno who the hell that cartoon character is.

Internet Explorer
I used it to open websites that can’t be read by mozilla firefox.

Yahoo Mail
It comes with the yahoo messenger. I used it to check my yahoo email ads.

Power DVD
Used to watch dvds. (Minsan lang gamitin)

education.com website
My uncle put it in our computer for school purposes. I don’t use it though.

Encarta Encyclopedia
It is not working. I’ll be deleting it when I have the time. (tamad)

Quick Time Player
I never used it because I don’t even know its purpose.

Snag It

I used it to crop any pictures that I have. It is v. v. useful.

Yahoo Messenger
Where my online life starts.

Encarta World Atlas
Very helpful when I was still studying world history.

Encarta World English Dictionary
Very very useful especially when you are making a book report.

Shortcut to GBA
My gameboy emulator. Removes my boredom. Harvest Moon rocks.

Shopmania

Installed by my cousin. It is very addicting and very mind-boggling. But anyways, I already finished it and it was pretty tough.

Mystery Case Files Prime Suspect
My friends always play this game whenever they have the chance. It is very very very addicting. Right girls? Haha! Scyld finished the last puzzle thingee in it. Thanks to him.

Shortcut to ISP
I’m not using dsl. Haha!

Delicious Deluxe
The first ever game that I had downloaded. I finished it last summer and I still play it when I feel bored.

Limewire
Source of music and VIRUSES. :D

Yahoo Multi Messenger
I used it to open unlimited number of yahoo messengers.

Mozilla Firefox
I used it in almost everything except when I blog.

Shockwave

Shockwave. Du’uh. Haha

My wallpaper is tifa of final fantasy. As you see, my computer clock is wayyy wrong. I can’t fix it. Well, I dont need it much.

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

It’s the season to be jolly…
Bbbrrr.. It’s cold!!! The holiday season is here!!! Woohoo!
I just arrived home from school and it was ANOTHER fun day for all of us. We had tons of free time and we were allowed to play all day long. I learned this really cool game called Killer, Judge and Police. It was fun and it was sooo addicting. We were playing it since Thursday of last week and we are not yet tired of it. In fact, the game keeps on getting more and more interesting.

I saw R and mr. one tree hill today. Haha! Actually, we were really planning on how we can see james lafferty’s (one tree hill) look alike AGAIN because we didn’t saw him for quite a long time. Well, we did see him yesterday but it was just a glimpse so we decided to create a simple but perfect plan on how to have a better look of him. The plan was perfect! It actually worked. Napakababaw namin pero masaya na kami dun. Di naman kami papansinin nun eh. =)

Then, while I was riding the jeepney that will drop me off to our house (dalawang sakay ako pauwi. Layo di ba), I saw my uber cute and uber smart neighbor from UP. Nakasakay siya dun sa jeep na nasa likod ng sinasakyan ko. Luckily, kasabay ko si Nieto and si Cha so nasabi ko sa kanila yung kilig na nafeel ko nung mga oras na yun. Kung wala sila, baka napasigaw na ko o kung ano nang nagawa ko. Pagbaba ko, halos kasabay ko na rin siya. Kinuha ko ung keys sa tito ko (my tito owned this big sari sari store). Tamang tama, may bibilhin pala siya and I was so shocked kasi tumabi siya sakin. Haha! kilig! He is sooo cute.

Aun. Share ko lang ang kilig moments ko. Very often na kasi ko kinikilig e. Manhid? a

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Monday, November 12, 2007

The play that we watched last Sunday was fantastic. Not.

It actually sucks. The place was far (I am from San Juan and my school is from Mandaluyong and we went to ever gotesco just to see that freaking play), the show was a repeat of what we have seen last year and we were seeing the same faces all over again. What a waste of time.
There were only two schools inside the cinema. OUR school and this whatever-school-where-the-students-are- sooo-uncivilized. It sounds harsh but it's true. We were already pissed off during that time because students from our school paid 160.00 to watch that play and you know what? Not everyone had their own seats.Some were sharing, some were standing and some were asked to sit on the aisle and on the stairs. It was really unfair. After some time, while my friends and I were sitting comfortably on our seats (lucky us? NOT!), I felt that something liquidy just hit me. I thought that it was a cola but I didn't react because I thought that maybe someone didn't mean to do that. After a few seconds, an empty box of popcorn went flying and it hit some of my friends. We-ell, so those flying stuffs were not accidents. They were being thrown at us by those students from that whatever school. It was a joke. Yeah. But it was SOOO not funny. After that popcorn incident, they threw two empty c2 bottles at us and we're so not enjoying it. Since we don't want to pick fights with them and since challenging them to a duel won't do us any good, we decided to skip the play and just go.

We went out of the cinema, asked our teachers' permission because we really want to go and zoom! off we go. We went to galleria since it's a waayyy better mall than Ever. It was getting late and my family and I needs to attend mass at 8:30 pm, so I grab a quick dinner with my friends and went straight to our church since it's not too far. I was really anxious at that time because I was not sure if I know the right way home but luckily, my instincts won and I arrived there around 7:30 pm. My dad and my brother were not yet there (my mom will be coming straight from her office; it is my dad's day off from work).

After hearing mass, we went home and I went straight to my bed. When I woke up around 5 am, I was feeling indolent but I don't have any choice but to start my loonnnggg week. Well... All's well that ends well.

P.S. I was late for my C.A.T morning formation. Tsk tsk.

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

HAPPY BDAY JHEMMY!

Haha. I heard from kaye anne that spongecola was the band chosen (by cmshs parents) to perform in the upcoming musikwela. That is soooo cool. I mean.. HELLO! Yael is so cute kaya. Hihi. I’m keeping my fingers crossed talaga. I want to go! But, sa January pa yun so things can change pa naman.

It’s already 12 am and I am still wide-awake. Ganito talaga pag sembreak. Minsan lang naman kasi yung ganito na you can sleep late without worrying kung ano yung dapat mong ipasang requirement the next day.

I just finished reading the mates, dates guide to Life, Love, and looking luscious book. It’s good pero medyo bitin. Dahil nga sa book na toh I am planning to check the essential oils store sa greenhills sa isang araw to check kung available dun yung mga oils na sinuggest dito sa book na dapat kong gamitin. Malay natin, baka effective yung mga yun di ba.

I’ll share to you the oils that I need to keep my skin healthy (nosebleed toh.. hihi):

1. For my toner, I need orange water or witch hazel. (uhhmm.. orange na tubig ba yun? Witch na hazel? May ganun pala)
2. I don’t need a moisturizer daw kasi may skin type is greasy (sounds gross di ba?)
3. Then I also need lemon, BERGAMOT (wth?), juniper (that’s a name di ba?), lavender, sandalwood (parang ginagamit siya to make slippers?), and tea tree (as in puno?).
4. Then for my base oil I need grapeseed (as in? yung seed?) or apricot and peach kernel.

Weird pala ng mga ganun. Share ko lang kasi baka di ko rin naman mabili yan dahil I think medyo mahal siya. Hihi. Asa pa ko noh. I’m contented with my soap. Ok na yun. Gastos pa eh.


Here’s what I’m in love with right now:

1.The Dates, Mates Series (again and again and again…)
2. Georgia Nicolson Series (gorgey…)
3. Jon’s (pbbce) accent (ang cute kasi. Half Brit siya e)
4. Izzie of Mates, Dates
5. Checking my star sign every day
6. Sleeping
7. Pigging
8. Watching tv!!! (minsan lang e)
9. Checking my gmail (promise! Masipag ako mag check lately. Email me! Haha. korni na toh)
10. BLOGGING! (forever)

That’s it. Happy bday jhemmy. See you on 27. Mwa!

God Bless Y’all.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Sembreak na!
Kakaiba toh dahil dalawang linggo ang pahinga.
Kay buti ng aming mga guro.
Pero bago mag sembreak, aaminin ko na napressured at nahaggard talaga ko ng todo
Periodical tests (na mahirap), projects na kailangan ipasa, results ng tests at kung ano ano pa
Idagdag mo pa ang test sa La Salle na grbe na talaga.

Umalis kami ng bahay around 12 pm kahapon.
Sinundo namin sila jhemmy at ally.
Siyempre pagdating dun, tumodo na.
Ang daming tao!
Lahat ata ng lahi nandun na.
Mga Indian (ang dami kong kapatid), mga kamag anak ng f4 at kung ano ano pa
Siyempre La Salle, madaming nageexpect na may makikita silang mga *ehem* headturners.
We-ell… wala!
Haha.
May isang papansin na lalake dun (to jhemmy and ally: the infamous pink boy!)
Sobrang nilalayuan namin siya, di naman dahil sa uber pangit siya pero nakakaasar lang tlaga siya kasi tingin siya ng tingin. Nakakatawa nga kasi kahit layo kami ng layo, nakikita pa rin namin siya… hanggang sa pag uwi yun!

So.. grbe talaga yung test.
60 items sasagutin mo in 35 mins. Gosh! Nakakahilo. Hahabulin mo kasi yung oras.
Naloloka na yata ako ng mga oras na yun. Hindi ko na binasa yung sobrang habang reading comprehension, tanong na lang yung tinignan ko tapos hinanap ko yung sagot. Ganun na ko ka desperate ng mga oras na yun.

At kamusta naman yung essay. Ayos pa yung English na essay, nagulumihanan lang talaga ko sa Filipino Essay. “Filipino bilang isang wikang global”. Aaminin ko. Mas nahirapan talaga ko dun. Ewan ko ba. Tsk.

Nakita ko pala yung isa kong kaklase dati. *hi ced!*
Ang dami kong nakikita dun. Pero ewan ko ba. Parang di ako comfortable masyado sa dlsu. Parang mas comfy ako sa u.p.

Naman. Salamat sa Indian na lalake na binuksan yung pinto para sakin. Salamat kalahi! Haha. joke.





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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Hmmm. Maikli lang toh. Ilalagay ko lang yung mga gagawin ko ngayong araw na toh.
Umuulan at nakakainis dahil sumasakit ang ulo ko pag umuulan. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Siguro abnormal lang talaga ako.
Gumagawa din ako ngayon ng project sa english dahil ayoko nang mag cram. Nakakasawa din minsan. Lagi na lang kulang sa tulog. Lagi pang nagkakasakit.
Hindi pa ko tapos sa mga notes na forever ko na yatang hindi matatapos. Di bale, malapit na umalis sa high school. Medyo mababawasan tong mga notes notes na toh.
Naalala ko din na hindi pa ayos yung form ko sa La Salle. Hindi ko pa nafifillup-an lahat. Asar. Kailangan ko na toh ayusin.
Magpapasa na rin ako ng form sa UST. Para isahan na lang. Pasa or Bagsak lang naman yan e. Pero siyempre masaya kung pasado di ba. Tapos Scholarship pa. Ahihi.
Hindi pa ko naliligo at gutom pa rin ako. Paalam na nga. Maliligo muna ko. haha.

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

PROMISE! Tatapusin ko talaga tong mga notes na hindi ko nagagawa at naaayos. Nakakainis na. Ang daming ginagawa. Tumatambak sila. After talaga ng Filipino Project, tatapusin ko na mga notes ko.
FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS

Super Cramming na ko kahit hindi pa dapat. Baka mag hiatus mode muna ko dito sa blog and pati na rin siguro sa cyberspace. Pero try ko din mag update once in a while. Haayyy.
OH SHOOT! Where’s my ballpen!!! Arggghh. I’m going to be insane! He-elp. LOL.
LATER!

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

You can’t please everybody.

Kahit anong gawin mo, makakahanap sila ng FLAW sa lahat ng ginagawa mo. Hindi sila mga perpektong tao pero kasiyahan nila ang paghahanap ng mali sayo. Kung ikukumpara mo minsan ang sarili mo sa kanila, hindi mo maintindihan kung ano bang meron sa kanila at ano bang meron sayo. Bakit ka nila ginaganito. Sabi ng mga kakilala ko, INSECURITY lang daw yun. Meron daw sigurong something sayo kaya ka nila pinipilit ibaba or pinipilit sirain.

Ako? Oo. Madaming inis sa akin. Ayaw nila sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Wala naman kasi akong “something”. Simple lang ako. Hindi ako galing sa isang “rich family”. Hindi ako kumpleto sa kung anong “in” ngayon. Isa lang naman yung maipagmamalaki ko eh. Yun yung pagiging TOTOO ko. Alam ko na kung ano anong problema na yung nabigay sa akin ng ugali kong toh pero wala akong pinagsisisihan. Mas gusto ko maging totoo kaysa magpaka plastic. People will learn to love me naman sa kung sino talaga ako. Hindi ko kailangan baguhin ang sarili ko para lang matuwa sa akin ang mga tao.

“I’d rather be hated for who I am than be loved for who I am not.”

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

You are eating your favorite chocolate bar. Minsan ka lang makakain nun and hapit na hapit ka na talaga *sorry for the term*. Biglang may lumapit sayo asking for your favorite chocolate bar. Lagi mo naman siyang pinagbibigyan. Minsan ka lang makakain nito ang paubos na rin. Pwede ka namang bumawi sa susunod di ba? So... ibibigay mo ba or sasabihin mong hindi talaga pwede?

Me?... it depends. If I really really love that chocolate bar you can say bye bye to it because I am NOT going to give it to you. Ok. I admit it. There are times when I am really really possessive. I don't want to share my favorite stuffs or even my favorite PEOPLE with others. I hate it. I know that it's not nice but is there someone who never experienced this kind of attitude? We're human. This is normal. We are not perfect and we are never going to be one. Sasabihin siguro ng iba na hindi maganda yung ganung attitude pero kung iisipin mo, pag may chance ka naman, lagi mong tinutulungan yung iba. You always share. Minsan nga lang, hindi maiiwasan yang mga special cases na katulad niyan.
Minsan dumadating ako sa point na kahit mga paborito kong tao, ayokong nashishare. Pag narealize ko naman yung mali ko, bumabawi ako. Hindi naman pwede na iyo lang ang isang tao di ba? Kaya kahit na naiinis na ko and everything, I'll just shut my big mouth and forget about everything. Mahirap itago yung feelings natin pero what's the point din naman kung alam na nating mali tayo? I sometimes find it hard to open up to others because there's this thing in me na laging takot. Takot din ako sa iniisip ng tao. Lagi na lang kasi akong najujudge ng basta basta and sino bang may gusto nun?
p.s. malas magiging bf ko. lol. kidding. ;)

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

Kanina ay nagising ako ng 8 am. Medyo late na ito para sa lakad ko na pang 9:15. Sinabi ko kahapon sa sarili ko na "Ic, you need to wake up around 6 or 7 am tomorrow". Oo nga at nagising ako. Quarter to 6. Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko na napaka aga pa kaya bumalik ako sa aking mga panaginip. Hindi ko na nga maalala mga panaginip ko e. Balik tayo sa kwento ko. Nagising nga ako ng late at nagmamadali na rin ako kumilos dahil ayoko talaga na naleleyt ako. Nahihiya ako at ayoko naman pangatawanan yung sinasabi nila na "Filipino Time". Hindi naman kasi yun magandang ugali. Kaya ayun, nakaabot naman ako kahit papaano at sila pa nga yung nalate.
Pumunta kami ng La Salle para samahan ang isa kong kaibigan sa pagpasa ng form. Ang daming tao. May korean, may chinese, may pinoy. Iba iba talaga. Naisip ko tuloy bigla na pag labas ko pala ng mandsci, totoong mundo na yung kaharap ko. Iba na yung mga mangyayari. Umpisa na ng mga pagbabago. Ang tanong. Ready na kaya ako? Siguro naman ay oo. Kaya ng aako nagaaral diba? Para maging handa.
Ayun, pagkatapos pumunta ng La Salle (tamang tiyamba lang kami papunta dun), ay pumunta kami ng Greenhills para makapamili. May nabili na ang lahat ng kasama ko pero wala pa rin akong nabibili. Tinawag nga nila akong Queen of Cheapness dahil sa pagiging "kuripot" ko daw. Pag gusto ko kasi yung bagay at mahal, binibitiwan ko na. Pag kaya ko naman bilhin, ppilitn ko ng ibaba yung presyo hanggang sa maging mura na siya. Ewan ko ba pero ganun ako. Sa tingin ko eh mas mabuti naman yun kaysa sa gastos ako ng gastos na parang nagtatapon lang ako ng pera.
Ang saya ko ngayon. I'll give the details later. lol.

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Friday, August 10, 2007

I just changed my layout and if you will notice it is not one those typical layout that I always prefer to use.
I just had a long talk with my best bud and we got into this heated argument about being just.
I got a little pissed off because of his way of showing that he is right and almost everybody, including him, knows that I am a determined arguer. Winning is what I want. But because he is better than me there is nothing that I can do but be sarcastic. Don't you hate it when you lose and you don't have any choice but to accept it? Don't get me wrong. I DO accept my defeats but sometimes I DO find it hard to move on. Know the idiomatic expression "crying over a glass of spilled milk"? Well, that is one of my worst attitude. I always tell myself that if I did this or did that I won't be in this situation right now.
Pero wala namang tayong choice kundi tanggapin yun di ba. Alam mo ba yung destiny?
What is meant to be is meant to be. *tama ba?*

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

Periodical test is here.
Two consecutive storms hit our country so school was out and the test was moved. *hooray*
Two days of doing stuffs that we can't do when we have classes. Sleeping... watching tv... reading books.. listening to this mushy songs *while raining!* thinking of dramatic things that occured in our life. Tell me you don't do such things. haha.

We-ell. School is back tomorrow and I didn't even skim a page in my book.
I even went out with some friends today. We ate and just chilled out. There's this group of *pacute* guys and ugghh, ang FEELING! I really hate those type of guys. They feel like they own the world. They even had the GUTS to approach us and ask for our digits. Gosh. haha. We just ignored them and continued with our own agendas. Haha to them.

There's this two separate group of senior citizens and they were conversing in CHINESE. Gosh. Nosebleed. We're like in a different world out there. But it was funny because the first group was composed of male and the other was of female. Is that a group date or what? *Naalala ko tuloy si jigglypuff. Nakipag date kaya yun dati?*

What else... Yun lang yata nagawa kong maayos. I really just slept, ate, rest, went online, chat, bla bla bla. Test bukas. Di ako nag aral. Sabi nga naman ni Sir Anatalio nung 1st day of test at nagka cram kami sa pag aaral --

"Aral aral pa kayo jan. Kung bagsak bagsak. Yun na yun!"

ayos. yun yun e. go sir!

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

Woke up around 4 am...
Ate heavy breakfast...
Took a looonnnggg bath...
Dressed for a couple of minutes...
Waited for my dad...
then ZOOM we're off to u.p. diliman...
Honestly...
mahirap yung test.
siguro kung english and filipino lang yung titignan, may malaking chance na papasa ko. Kaso kailangan yung Math and Science.. and dun ako hirap.. kainis.
Waaa.. goodbye up...

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

v.v. exhausted...
upcat review, ncae review, requirements needed before the periodical exam, THE PERIODICAL EXAM, the UPCAT, our mapeh program *which is to be held today.* and the other bla blas.
guess what. it's already 2:30 am and i am up, alive, kicking, online, blogging and completing some unfinished work. I slept for 4 hours then woke up at 2. i don't have any plans to sleep na so here i am. i'll just wait for quarter to 5, eat a heavy breakfast *it's necessary today*, take a bath, dress then go to school. let's all start an uber busy day with a bang. haha. i don't even know how i can manage to go to school today because i have TONS of things to bring. From the usual bag and file case to shades and high heels. Come on people. This is CRAMMING to the nth level.
BTW it's august 1 na pala. Time really flies noh?. We-ell. Kim will be leaving the Philippines on Friday and she will be saying her hi's on Buenos Aires, Argentina.
Well... just take care you guys. cramming is here. we can do this. haha.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Tagalog muna tayo mga kaibigan.
Ang tagal ko ding di nag update.
Ngayon lang kasi talaga ko nagkaroon ng oras.
Bukod kasi sa investigatory project, reports, homeworks, quizzes at kung ano ano pa, talagang may C.A.T. pa kami kaya di ko lubos maisip kung paano ko masisingit ang paguupdate sa aking mumunting blog. Dahil dito ay nakaisip ako ng dalawang solusyon. Una ay maguupdate ako kahit papaano. Kahit maiikli lang. Kahit one liner lang basta maparamdam ko sa inyo na buhay at humihinga pa ako. Pangalawa naman ay bisitahin niyo na lang ako sa
http://twitter.com/shengsheng Yan ay isang website na umiikot lamang sa isang tanong na dapat mong sagutin. “What are you doing right now?” ayun. Nakaadik siya. Subukan niyo rin. Iadd niyo na rin ako. Kung gusto niyo malaman kung ano ang pinagkakaabalahan ako, bisitahin niyo lamang iyan.
Mula Lunes hanggang Sabado ay nasa school ako. Nakakapagod. Sobra. Pero ayos lang. Tiis tiis lang naman e.

Aminado talaga ko ngayon na napapagod ako pero sa tingin ko dapat ko pa tong ienjoy dahil siyempre huling hirit ko na toh sa mandsci. Grabe talaga. July pa lang pero parang ilang buwan na kaming pumapasok. Hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ako. Nakakbigla lang talaga. Ewan ko ba. Di na ko nasanay.

May form kami sa C.A.T. kada Tuesday at Thursday. Grabe noh. Nakakapagod yan. Pero sino ba naman ako para magreklamo. At kung magrereklamo naman ako, ano namang epekto nun di ba. Isa lamang akong simpleng kadete na kailangan sumunod sa mga utos.

Inaantok na talaga ko. Hindi ko na matiis. Unti unti nang pumipikit ang mga mata ko. Magtatanggal pa pala ko ng contacts. Haayyy. *yawn*

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